Whooo
Venting is fucking awesome!
Ope. Venting in process...
I’m a little girl? Go back to school you fucking retard.
Haven’t been on here in a long time. Josiah invited me to the beach so we went yesterday. Just me and him. It was okay although i got burnt, sun burn for the 2nd time in my life. We talked, swam, blahblablah. He said he wanted a second chance.. A chance, making this one worth it. I love him. I just don’t want to go through bullshit again. I don’t want everything to repeat itself. I want to start off good.
..Except it didn’t start off so great. He thought he was over me..talking to this girl named Koryne. Texting all day, sending each other random pictures. She even drew him a picture, her laying down smiling at her phone and him at work smiling at his phone and the drawing was named “falling”. Like, what the actual fuck? She has a boyfriend too! Like, what the actual fuck? She needs to calm her WHOREmones. Stupid girl. “Falling” What the fuck? Stick to your dumb boyfriend. No wonder hes strict on you you stupid ass.
He texted me today during 4th period. Right after finished reciting my 35 Hamlet lines. It was “Hey! Its me.” I’m like “..are you texting the right person?” We texted after that slowly but surely. He wanted to see how i was doing since he heard from my mom that i’m not doing so good. Kinda awkward. He wants to hold and kiss me one last time… That is no joke. I feel so..blah. What the heck? I don’t want to kiss him… At least I don’t think so. That’s just weird. Asghksdhslahd
I’m so tired and hungry right now. But I’m just gonna go to sleep..